Saturday, January 9, 2010

A GOOD cry...

Ever just need to have a good cry?! It seems mine come more often the older I get but here I am crying:-) It's not a bad cry or a good cry but it's tears. I've cried a lot this week. Most of it out pain, some out of sorrow, some out of worry. I do have tears of joy on occassion. I have become a sap. I never used to cry much at all. Now, I cry just at thought of my children getting older. I cry when I think about all the drama unfolding in my family and extended. I cry when I think God has forgotten me, which I know isn't true. I cry when I watch that tv show about fixing the houses. I got teary watching an episode of GLEE about a deaf school. I'm telling you I am like a faucett!!!!

So, today I think my tears are not only physical pain but pain in my heart. I am sad for my sister's children and husband. I am sad yet happy for what is happening to our family. It's strange to find happiness when life is spiraling out of control around you. I have also had tears of pain today. My foot STILL hurts ALOT. I didn't let stop me from attempting to work or attempting to declutter but it hurts.

So yes, I cry. But that doesn't mean it's a bad thing. I think I have just become very hormonal....LOL!!!

I will never forget the time I bawled like a baby when George Clooney returned to ER for Carol's last episode and all he said was "Where are the girls?". Granted, I was pregnant and bawled like a baby. John will still on occassion say "Where are the boys?" just to get me going but it's just not the same:-)

So, not sure why I just posted all that but it was good to get off my chest:-)

Enoy your day!

2 comments:

Lisa said...

((Hugs)) I think I feel one coming on soon. I just keep telling myself...God's timing is perfect, God's timing is perfect, God's timing is perfect!

Holly said...

i love you! :)