Not ready...

for this LONG weekend to end.  Even though we had a jam-packed weekend full of "stuff" to do and could probably use some downtime, I'm not ready for it to be over.  John was home ALL weekend and it was the best time.  We were together as a family, with family, with friends. What more could I ask for?! I seriously felt like I was on vacation yesterday.  It's amazing how this town is small but yet so big. I experienced a whole other side to this place yesterday. A very relaxing side:)  I hate John being gone but what do you do, right?! Whatever God puts you through is to only make you stronger, right?! I feel like She-ra somedays and other days not but I know that this block of our life will serve it's purpose if not now someday soon.  Our perspectives our different. Our lives our different.   We are still headed into the unknown...We are relying on Faith more than ever these days. Some will continue this journey with us, some will not. We'll see....All I know is I am so thankful to have had my family together the last couple of days.  But am sad to send my husband off tonight on yet another journey.  I LOVE my kids to death and they are with me ALL the time but there are days it's lonely.  John and I talk throughout his days away but it's just not the same...All we do know is that our time together is now so much more appreciated. It's few and far between unfortunately.  He's my best friend. He gets me....Better yet, he puts up with me:)

Many are the plans in a man's heart, but it is the Lord's purpose that prevails. Proverbs 19:21